Rating: Adult Rated
Disclaimer: I don't own a thing.
Spoilers/Warnings: Takes place after episode 302.
Authors Note: I would love as much feedback as possible..good or bad. :D
Summary: "Knock, knock," said Haley as she lightly tapped on Nathan's bedroom door.
“Knock, knock,” said Haley as she lightly tapped on Nathan’s bedroom door.
“You really aren’t going anywhere are you?” snapped Nathan.
Feeling hurt by the tone of his voice Haley asked, “Do you want me to go anywhere?”
Nathan stopped looking at his computer screen, looked down with a sigh and closed his eyes. Did she really have to ask that? Did she seriously think that he wanted here anywhere but here where he could at least see her everyday. “You should know the answer to that.” In the uncomfortable silence he could hear her smile. “But I do want you to leave.”
“I want you to go back to the apartment. You just can’t be in my room like this.”
“Oh, okay, I understand,” whispered Haley. She understood? He was still hurt and angry so yes she understood…the she was no longer welcome in his room. There was a time where she was very much welcome in his room. She longed for that time with an ache that seemed unbearable. “Okay, I’ll go.” As she turned to leave she took a quick glance at him and around the room and saw some papers on his nightstand. They were her letters. The letters she wrote him over the summer. Without thinking she quickly made her way to those letters. With them in her hands she noticed that they were worn and even a little crumbled. They had been read, many times. He had told her this morning that he had gotten them but because of how he acted towards her she never thought that he had read them.
“What are you doing?” Shouted Nathan.
“These are my letters.”
“Yeah. So what?”
“I didn’t even think you read them.”
“Well, I did.”
“How many times?”
“This looks like more than a few, Nathan!”
“Okay it was more than a few but don’t get excited, it means nothing,” he said with his voice continuing to rise.
“It means something to me! Why, Nathan? You couldn’t return one of my phone calls but you could read my letters over and over. I thought you were pissed. I thought you didn’t want to have anything to do with me. So why, Nathan?”
Taking the time to look into her eyes he firmly said, “Because unfortunately putting miles between us doesn’t stop my wanting to know where you are, what you’re doing, and what you’re thinking. I was too angry to talk to you on the phone but that doesn’t mean that I wasn’t desperate to hear from you. I must have read one of your letters every night before I went to bed cause only then would I actually get some sleep.”
Tears began to form in Haley’s eyes in reaction to the words she had just heard from Nathan. She went over the words again in her head as her eyes continued to fill with tears. She had longed for a sign of any kind that showed her that Nathan still wanted her as much as she wanted him. And now had she not only heard the words from him she had proof of it in her hands, her letters that he had read every night before going to sleep.
Her heart started to pound faster as she put her letters back on his nightstand and with both her hands she grabbed hold of his shirt, pulled him towards her and kissed him with all the passion his words had just brought out of her.
Haley heard a soft moan from Nathan before she stopped the kiss and opened her eyes to see what other kind of reaction Nathan was having to her kiss. It was good. He had missed their kisses just as much as she had.
“You shouldn’t have done that,” he told her while he slowly licked his lips. God, he missed their kisses.
“Why?” asked Haley.
“Because it won’t change anything between us. Tomorrow we’ll still have the same problems, the same decisions to make.”
A tear escaped Haley’s eye. “I know. But I just want to be close to you, Nathan. Even if it’s just for one night…I need to be close to you.”
“Yeah…me too.” Having said that he put his hands on either side of her face and pulled her toward him so that their lips met once again. This time it was Nathan who was giving her all the passion he had been feeling in the heat of their moment. He grabbed a fist full of her soft hair and lightly pulled her head back so he could have better access to her mouth. His tongue quickly plunged into her mouth to rub against hers. Oh, how he missed the taste of her, the feel of her beautiful hair in his hands. He had dreamt about what it would be like to kiss her again and even his sweetest dream didn’t measure up to the real thing.
As Haley kept moaning softly at the power of their kisses Nathan took his hands out of her hair and placed them on top of her hands which were still holding onto his shirt. He gently lifted her hands up above her head and interlocked their fingers. His fingers danced with hers. He loved her hands and fingers just as much as he loved every part of her body. He then shimmered his fingers down her arms and torso until he came to the hem of her shirt. Breaking their kiss while he lifted her shirt up until she was free of it and then he did the same with his own shirt while Haley took off her necklace and placed it on top of her letters.
Nathan took Haley’s hands in his and walked them towards his bed. He climbed onto the bed first and placed himself against the headboard. Still holding one of Nathan’s hands with hers she took her other hand and quickly lifted her long skirt so she could put one knee on the bed. Once both her knees were on the bed Nathan took both her hands in his again and helped her so that she was straddling him.
As soon as Haley was in place Nathan grabbed her waist which by now was partially covered and partially uncovered. His lips had grabbed hold of hers by that time. Haley’s hair had fallen so that there was a wall around their love so that nobody could feel the love they had for each other.
Nathan smirked at the flinching and little giggles he was giving her by lightly tickling her on her partially uncovered waist. He missed that. He missed her giggling and also the light fun part of their love which included tickling Haley, laughing at each others jokes, making fun of each other, and just enjoying each others company. Haley was the best company…he could never get tired of her. He remembers being more afraid that she would get tired of him…but she never did…until.
Stop! He had to stop thinking of the good times before he had to stop what he was doing and he really needed this…to be close to her. So he made his way under her skirt and rubbed and squeezed her thighs and ass.
Haley continued to kiss him like it might be the last time. She held onto his hair and ran her fingers through it wondering if she’d ever let it go again…let him go again. The need for air became to strong and so she continued kissing him elsewhere. She kissed his cheeks, and went down until she was sucking lightly on his neck and shoulders. She felt like is she stopped kissing him…even for a moment…he would rethink what they were doing and stop them and she just couldn’t let that happen…she needed him too much.
While Nathan was very much enjoying Haley’s kisses and had missed the touch of her thighs in his hands he suddenly realized that Haley wasn’t quite as naked as he was and the part of her body the clothing was covering was the very part he wanted to take a look at right now.
“Haley, take your shirt off!”
Stopping her touching and kissing to look into his eyes she knew he meant business and it didn’t bother her in the least. In one swift motion Haley had her shirt off and her breasts were in perfect view.
Nathan took a long look at her perfect breasts…oh how his hands ached to touch them now. He glanced at her breasts and then back into her eyes as he pulled her closer to him. Haley made a nervous sigh with full knowledge of what was coming.
Haley put her hands on either side of his head and lightly kissed him on the forehead and seconds later Nathan had taken his hands and firmly cupped her breasts…they fit so well in is hands…they were made for his hands as was the rest of her. There was a genuine sigh of relief from both of them at the contact.
Nathan ran his hand all the way up and down her back until he was at the sides of her breasts. Haley bit her lip as Nathan took her entire left nipple into his mouth and continued to suck on it until he switched to her right breast. Haley just kept lightly panting into his hair enjoying the feeling Nathan was sending through her body.
Nathan then laid her down on the bed. He quickly freed her of her skirt and panties and then did the same with his own shorts and boxers. Once all their cloths were at there place on the floor Nathan took a moment to just look at her. To look deep into her eyes and continue looking at the rest of her naked body all laid out in front of him. It had been a long time since he’d seen her like this…it had been a long time since he’d seen any girl like this but of all the girls he’d seen like this none of them even came close to the beauty of Haley James.
They both sighed in relief again at the full naked body contact. They rubbed their bodies together and kissed each other until they were literally drenched in sweat, gasping for air, and trembling with anticipation.
Pulling her legs up in position Haley cried, “Please, Nathan.”
“You know what.”
“Oh, I know what. I just want to hear it from you.”
“I want you.”
“What do you want?”
“I want you deep inside me…I need to feel you, please.”
Nathan took her lips in his for a sweet little kiss and then he kissed her on the forehead as he began to slide into her. He loved listening to her moans but what he wanted was to see her pleasure.
“Open your eyes, Haley.”
“Open your eyes, “he said as he started to pull out of her.
She opened her eyes and they rode the waves of pleasure all night long. They were together…they were one…body and soul. They came together again and again and everything about their love felt alive for the first time in months…but only for this one night.